My destination, fantasy, and promise.

the result of first test of IPhO have been announced.
the people who passed it are Ben and John.
it seemed normal because I had prepared for it for only three days.
owing to my failure, I must study harder and harder.

for my destination, I have to study all the subjects I dislike (or hate).
but it isn't my last destination in senior.
I have had a fantasy that I want to be a competitor of IMO.
and I told my father about that.
it's my promise.

for my destination, fantasy, and promise,
I didn't finish a few things I'd like to do.
so I have to study harder.

at last, I'd like to say:
I'm a competitor of IMO in 2008.

善行=災難 ??

最近聽說我得到善行獎了
但是，好像得到善行獎的人好像比其它人還痛苦的樣子
她曾得過善行獎
但是她好像已經痛苦幾個月了
因為她不清楚他到底喜不喜歡她
我不能回答
就因為我知道她要的答案

善行=災難
不是因為只有這個例子才有的
我自己就常常想很多
雖然有些人說我是數學資優生
但我認為我是自省資優生
因此，導致我在幸與不幸之間徘徊

善行獎，是同學們給予的肯定
並非自己給予自己的肯定
我要的並不是這個肯定
............
我發現......我好像真的是受到太大的打擊了......
開始有點離題了......
而且我也累了～
改天再補充好了～
結果今天好像並沒有po出原本最想po出的一段...... = ="


※ 我看以後還是不要規定自己要怎麼po好了...好難遵守啊～ XD